Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Dreams

As I lie down on my bed, the world seems very hazy. It must be because I'm sleep deprived. Or may be because I'm just tried. I feel a tear roll down my cheek... I realise I'm crying... actually weeping.

At 2:30 am on Wednesday morning, I see my entire life flash before my eyes. My Baba, and Aai and the time spent with them. My sister, baby sister. The chats with her, the fights, and the making up and taking up. My pets. Oh my babies. Hugging them dearly every night. I remembered the times I've waited for this moment like no other. Only to realise now, that I wish I had more time.

I'm getting married today. It still seems surreal. I know him for over 8 years now. He is my best friend. That is our kind of Soul Mate. I am excited. Thrilled in fact. Yet there is this sinking feeling. Life is about to change.

I wouldn't say the usual. That we take things for granted and realise it quite late. I'm happy things are happening at the right time. I feel overwhelmed with the fact that I'm so blessed to have a perfect life. There is absolutely nothing to regret. However, there is anticipation. And loads of it.

These mixed emotions are inexplicable. Maddening. Yet they bring in a certain kind of serenity. My family is going to extend by another now. Another set of parents, uncles, aunts. And my one and only "Husband". I can't believe it is happening. Lost in these thoughts I fall asleep...

When I woke up... it was a dream coming true :) And I wish every girl lives it too <3