Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Another Year!

2014 has been the most wonderful year. It brought new challenges, professionally as well as personally, and it gave me the courage to win over them.

It taught me to go beyond my comfort zone. Do things that I would think I'd never do. It also taught me to be comfortable with things done, and undone.














The year taught me to trust. Put in my faith, in faith. That things happen at the right time for the right reason. And we need to trust ourselves for all the right things that we do.

The year taught me to love. Love unconditionally, as that is one thing that only and only brings in happiness and fills up people's lives and heart with a lifetime of anchor to stand tall on.

To respect. yourself and everyone around you.

And responsibility.


I have no words to express the achievements I have gained in 2014. I've taken leaps of faith, and I'm glad I did. Pushed my self beyond. Held my head high. Found my forever.

Here's to a wonderful 2014... And hoping for an even better 2015.

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Dreams

As I lie down on my bed, the world seems very hazy. It must be because I'm sleep deprived. Or may be because I'm just tried. I feel a tear roll down my cheek... I realise I'm crying... actually weeping.

At 2:30 am on Wednesday morning, I see my entire life flash before my eyes. My Baba, and Aai and the time spent with them. My sister, baby sister. The chats with her, the fights, and the making up and taking up. My pets. Oh my babies. Hugging them dearly every night. I remembered the times I've waited for this moment like no other. Only to realise now, that I wish I had more time.

I'm getting married today. It still seems surreal. I know him for over 8 years now. He is my best friend. That is our kind of Soul Mate. I am excited. Thrilled in fact. Yet there is this sinking feeling. Life is about to change.

I wouldn't say the usual. That we take things for granted and realise it quite late. I'm happy things are happening at the right time. I feel overwhelmed with the fact that I'm so blessed to have a perfect life. There is absolutely nothing to regret. However, there is anticipation. And loads of it.

These mixed emotions are inexplicable. Maddening. Yet they bring in a certain kind of serenity. My family is going to extend by another now. Another set of parents, uncles, aunts. And my one and only "Husband". I can't believe it is happening. Lost in these thoughts I fall asleep...

When I woke up... it was a dream coming true :) And I wish every girl lives it too <3

Friday, April 18, 2014

Dear God V

Dear God,
It's been really long since I wrote anything, and I'm glad this one's been written for you.

26 glorious years. You have given me everything. And each year only added and enriched my life with new achievements, new people, and new experiences.

This year was eventful for me, both personally and professionally. I found a new form of self expression. And many others who share the similar passions.

My Birthday was nothing less than a part of this expression. The celebrations went on for almost three days non stop. And I have to Thank You for that. The wishes and blessings were innumerable.

Each year brings a new distinct feeling to my life. Last year, it was responsibility towards self and others. This year it is vehemence. I see myself in different light, with different passions and priorities.

Above all, this year I see myself less afraid. Still not brave though. Yet, less afraid to lose my people, and things, to fall and fail, to unlearn, and learn, to let go. Less afraid to be myself. Less afraid to experiment.

I know that life doesn't turn out to be the way you want. People you trust the most leave your side instantly. Plans don't always work out.

But amidst all this, there is family, and there are friends. Not the ones who are around everyday without a feeling or emotions. In stead those friends who meet just once a while, and make the entire year worthwhile.

Family and friends who love me just the way I am. No filter. They are my pillar of strength. The only constant in this ever transforming life.

Yes I received gifts. Beautiful ones. The most precious still remains you. And you being in everything that I love, and that loves me back.

Thank You Dear God
I am Glad You won't stop Loving Me